even if it was better..

my room mate moved out yesterday.. hmm, i didn't even know she was moving out until like an hour before she moved her shit. but oh well, it's whatever. i mean, i don't mind that she moved out.. maybe she could have informed me a little more in advance? whatever, it's in the past now.

but.. after recollecting my thoughts after she moved out, i suddenly realized that for a payment of $591.92 i could have my own room. so what did i do? come on. i totally paid for that shit. who wouldn't like to have their own room?! i guess the shock of having my own room made me feel really fucking happy. like i don't think i've been that happy in a long ass time.

okay, that's yesterday's news. now for todays..

MATH = HATE

i don't do math. it doesn't mix well with callie. i mix well with creative, artistic things like glitter and mod podge. i couldn't focus on anything in that class. i just remember staring at the worksheet for 5 minutes then looking at logan's sheet.. he was done. smart ass. i think i did like 5 or 6 problems then just bs'ed the rest .. works for me.

drawing 2 was a dud. i felt exhausted so i pushed together 3 benches and fell asleep for 15 minutes.. sheldon thought i was dying. HAH. no, i just wasn't in the mood to do.. which i could totally tell in my drawing today. we started our subjective self-portraits, mine looks hideous. ugh. i wish i could use my own picture. but whatever. i don't care.

3d design wasn't productive either. i stared at my sheet of projects to do.. with no creative outlet i managed to draw squiggles and boxes and schwaticas .. is that how you spell it? whatever. i can't seem to focus today.

right now i'm wearing 2 different socks with my jeans rolled up. kind of ghetto for me, but its comfortable .. and the only socks i could find.

my thoughts are so scrambled.