eyeZ glaZed over

so you know i couldn't sleep the other night.. well, my eyes still feel like i'm sleep deprived. i hate it. i'm gonna go to sleep early tonight.. oh i'll probably take some sleeping aid pills. maybe that will help.. i tried going to sleep last night around midnight but these herd of guys kept yelling until 2am. fuck them. ugh. i keep wanting to close my eyes and just take a power nap while sitting at my desk. i know if i do that my back will hurt afterwards, so i'm not doing it hahaha.

but i think i'm gonna lay down for a while.

way behind schedule

even though i'm out of my adderall i found my back up add meds.. thank god i had 2 left.. only 1 now :/ eek. i need a new prescription asap! okay anyways, i wrote of list of things to talk about in math class last friday.. i never got around to posting it though, which i'm kinda bummed about but whatever, i am now haha. so here's my list

• people don't smile in Brevard (refer to lady at ingles)
• Nicole's squeaky pencil in math class
• this weekend's forecast
• RIP J.D. Salinger
• Ga Ga day @ marion square (back in Charleston)
• Charlie Kendall ---> #1 all state jazz guitarist in SC & opening for Marcy Playground

okay so i went to ingles i think it was like last thursday around 8ish.. so i'm walking around gettin shit i need before this ugly weather came in (which i will talk about later) and i go down the aisle where the soup is and this lady was reaching on her tippy toes trying to get a can of something down.. so being the kind and nice person i am, i helped her and got the thing for her.. i looked at her expecting her to say thank you or something kind.. but instead she just glares at me and crinkles her nose and pushes her cart on.. i mean sheesh! could she be anymore rude, i was trying to be nice.. oh and when i have to cross the intersection in front of ingles to get to my car, people will let me go and walk but they won't acknowledge

a wave or anything nice. i smile and wave to them.. where'd their southern hospitality go? up there butt?

next line of business.. Nicole's squeaky pencil.. i won't talk about this long. but i sit literally right in front of her in math class.. and she always uses the same pencil. its a regular wooden pencil. no fancy mechanical bullshit.. but anyways, every time she writes it sounds like a puppy squeaking for its mom. its horrible! i just wanna break it in half and be like.. what now!!

so this past weekend the weather turned against me. mother nature knows i hate snow.. when i don't have any skis to ski on it.. when i have skis i'm a happy camp

er :).. but not this weekend. i was not prepared.. i really wanted to wear my black comfy dress with my penn state sweatshirt over it, but when i heard it was gonna snow by 3pm i was like FUCK MY LIFE.. so i wore jeans and my slippers.. thank god i did, beca

use right after 3d design got out, it started snowing..

by around 8 or 9 pm that night it had snowed a good couple inches.. i didn't wanna go outside, but my friend Zach from back home wanted me to help him build his first snowman.. it was also his first time being in snow.. it was so funny seeing him enjoying it. but the snowman turned out really good!

we used my fake burberry scarf hahaha. i think it looks cute.. shit i really need to get to studying for my history quiz tomorrow.. okay, i'll finish this post quickly..

OHEMGGGGGG .. J.D. Salinger passed away last thursday.. my sister Holly loves his books.. i feel bad for her cause she really really loved him. i think i'll get her something special for her graduation having to do with him.. oh and i'll get her an itunes gift card because she loves music.

moving on.. last friday back home at marion square was GaGa Day.. apparently it turned out really bad, which i was thinking it would be kind bad.. haha there was like mainly ashley hall people and random misfits.. sucks for them ..

my god-brother Charlie Kendall is now the #1 All-State jazz guitarist in South Carolina.. like he is insanely good on the guitar.

he is the one playing the guitar.. in the red plaid.

okay, the second announcement about him.. he opened last friday night for the band Marcy Playground.. like holy shit.. that's fucking amazing! i wish i could have gone home to see his band play. damnnn. oh well

it's time for me to wrap this up.. today was lame as always..

i was hoping my math class was gonna be canceled but it wasn't.. same with drawing 2.. but i like drawing in that class.. its fun :).. my 3d design class was canceled though.. at like the very last minute. ok, i need to study.. oh and perfect timing.. it's almost 9.. i'll just study until i pass out haha

goodnight room, goodnight moon

fun, fun, fun, on the run, run, run

i just cleaned the hell out of my bathroom and dorm room.. it looks and smells amazing! except i can still smell some of the bleach i used in my bathroom.. oh well, it'll go away by tomorrow hopefully. it looks really good though! right now i'm printing off pictures to put on my walls.. so much of it is bare and i need to cover it with something. i just hope i don't use up a lot of my ink. i'm really trying to make it look like a charleston girl kind of room. if that makes any sense.. well, if you're from charleston, sc then you would understand. but anyways.. Seth got the truck he wanted today! he's gonna send me a picture of it in a little bit.. i'll post it up later.. hmm. what else, what else. oh, the room is reorganized, i just have a few more things to do with the wardrobes and what not. i'll post some pictures of the room too. bleh, my stomach is so sore.. i did this intense ab workout yesterday for like 30 minutes.. i really need to get to studying. oh which reminds me that i have a math quiz tomorrow.. how exactly do you study for math?

i hate my ADD

i cannot concentrate on anything! and i really need to get some stuff done.. like..

• study for history and make notes
• study for english
• workout for at least 30 minutes
• clean my bathroom and room

effml, ugh. whatever, i need to get it done.

SCREW HOT GLUE GUNS

i'm so done with hot glue guns for the semester. even if i have another project for 3d design that requires it.. nope, so not doing it. i don't wanna hurt my poor little fingers anymore :( i'd rather just stick to regular glue or tape! but whatever. i'm currently stuck on my last idea for this cardboard project.. it has to be rectilinear and curvilinear shapes or planes.. can't think of anything, ughhh. i've been looking online at pictures of doodles to help me, but so far it's not going to well. and i have kind of bad heartburn from eating chinese for dinner.ohhh, i'm kind of hungry now that i think of it. but idk. lol. i really need to get back to working on this project and get it over with.. fo sho. uh and i have to take all this shit to the art building :( fml

okay i HAVE to do this project. laterr

raise your hand if you have no life.. (raises hand)

so i pretty much have no social life in college. i'm usually in my room cleaning or napping or studying. or doing art. which i need to work on my cardboard project that's due wednesday.. OH! and i got a 100% on my 3d design quiz today :D so happy hahaha

for my personal portfolio i'm doing this picture.. hopefully it will come out good! i just gotta find my canvas' and get my paint and shit.

gosh, and i have so much homework for tomorrow, shoot me now. oh and one more thing to note.. i miss Seth.. i think i'm falling for him.

even if it was better..

my room mate moved out yesterday.. hmm, i didn't even know she was moving out until like an hour before she moved her shit. but oh well, it's whatever. i mean, i don't mind that she moved out.. maybe she could have informed me a little more in advance? whatever, it's in the past now.

but.. after recollecting my thoughts after she moved out, i suddenly realized that for a payment of $591.92 i could have my own room. so what did i do? come on. i totally paid for that shit. who wouldn't like to have their own room?! i guess the shock of having my own room made me feel really fucking happy. like i don't think i've been that happy in a long ass time.

okay, that's yesterday's news. now for todays..

MATH = HATE

i don't do math. it doesn't mix well with callie. i mix well with creative, artistic things like glitter and mod podge. i couldn't focus on anything in that class. i just remember staring at the worksheet for 5 minutes then looking at logan's sheet.. he was done. smart ass. i think i did like 5 or 6 problems then just bs'ed the rest .. works for me.

drawing 2 was a dud. i felt exhausted so i pushed together 3 benches and fell asleep for 15 minutes.. sheldon thought i was dying. HAH. no, i just wasn't in the mood to do.. which i could totally tell in my drawing today. we started our subjective self-portraits, mine looks hideous. ugh. i wish i could use my own picture. but whatever. i don't care.

3d design wasn't productive either. i stared at my sheet of projects to do.. with no creative outlet i managed to draw squiggles and boxes and schwaticas .. is that how you spell it? whatever. i can't seem to focus today.

right now i'm wearing 2 different socks with my jeans rolled up. kind of ghetto for me, but its comfortable .. and the only socks i could find.

my thoughts are so scrambled.