today is my 20th birthday and i have no friends to celebrate it with.
you'd think that at college you'd become best friends with your room mate or classmates, but for me, no. i guess people just see me as strange and weird. and i'm fine with that, but i mean, they shouldn't just judge me so quickly.
i'm hoping that i won't be rejected by seth tonight. i really hope not.
i really like seth a lot. and i told him this a while ago. he said he liked me too, but he didn't want to be in a relationship at the time.. so i'm hoping he's changed his mind about it. but the last time i talked to him through a text he said that he was going to go to hooters tonight with some guys on the football team. in my mind i'm thinking.. fucking sweet man, this douche is totally blowing me off on my birthday... so that kinda got me bummed out..
i really need to be thinking positive thoughts and getting myself ready for the weekend. going home to charleston tomorrow afternoon.. at around 3ish. but yeah
i can't think of anything else to write.
About Me
- CALLIE OH
-20 years old
-go to Brevard College
-scared of the dark and thunderstorms
-obsessed with the "idea" of surfing
-book whore
-legit
2 comments:
damn girl..that was really sad! I hope it gets better for ya! You sound really interesting...and complex!
hang in there!
yeah, it was a pretty depressing day. oh and just so you know.. seth ditched me for the rest of that month. yeahh..
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